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A comeback from Covid

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Maya’s sleep was broken by her only companion: her mobile phone. She picked up the phone as quickly as her disease-weakened body allowed her. She had been awaiting the sound of that beep for a long time. As she stared at the phone’s screen, a tiny bit of joy and a sliver of guilt came to her at once like yin and yang. Was it wrong to feel so happy in this situation? But why not? Feeling happy for oneself is one of the greatest joys. Why was she feeling guilty about it? Perhaps it was because she had always put the happiness of her family before herself. And had she expressed how happy she was in the current situation, she would have been labeled awkward, weird, and selfish. She was in the Covid ward after all. Maya closed her eyes and brushed off the cobwebs of thoughts. ‘Live in the moment. Live in the moment, Maya’. With a hint of smile on her face, she opened the message on her phone: “Hey, maybe you should start with Heidi. It’s the story of a little girl who helps her loved ones

A different kind of writer's block

Lately, I have been facing a weird kind of writer’s block in terms of creative writing. I can write very good newsletters and articles, but stories and poems have vanished for now. And it’s happening not because of the lack of ideas, but because of lack of feelings. That’s what you get when you combine a little exposure to Indian philosophy and depressing news. Once you have learnt that everything is ephemeral, no moment upsets or excites you deeply enough to write a story about it. And when you hear some dark news and think, ‘I'd rather write something happy and uplifting than hurting the readers with sad realizations’. So you don’t write. Then, there’s this idea of minimalism brought by business writing-don’t put the word on paper unless it serves a purpose. Every sentence you write must lead the reader to take an action. If that is not happening, don’t write. So you begin thinking ‘how could I intelligently embed a call to action in my story?’ And till you find an ans

The Comeback

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The fire in his eyes lit up again as the Mercedes came at the door of the ashram. “Good morning...Swami ji...sir…” the driver hesitated, not knowing what to call him. He got in without a word, and watched the gate of the ashram fall behind as the car took the road to airport. The seat of his old car seemed warmer and more welcoming after all these years. He had bought the car just a few months before meeting his guru, Swami Adbhutananda, the man who had preached detachment from material world and convinced him to become an ascetic. He had left behind his house, his parents, and Boomerang Investments, the company he had founded with his friends at the age of 20. Hailed as a financial wizkid, he had made sure his firm emerged as small, nimble but credible name in financial markets. Five years later, he had met Swami ji, and then in next three years had renounced the material world to become an ascetic himself. Best decision, he thought now. Only after being an ascetic had his own

How to learn a foreign language

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Language-learning is a struggle. Of course, some of us enjoy it, but even the most dedicated linguists find themselves groping in the dark till they figure out some basic things. And for many of my own students who come from science background, the world of languages is absolutely confusing unless you design a proper system to teach it to them. I find the same to be true while attempting to learn Spanish using Duolingo app and the excellent Senor Jordan channel on Youtube. Duolingo throws patterns of sentences and vocabulary at you, but the learning does not feel systematic. The app doesn't tell you “this is the rule”. And unless you are smart enough to figure out the grammar yourself, all you end up with is words and patterns. For instance, there are two forms of the verb “to be” in Spanish - ser & estar . Duolingo shows you sentences that use both these forms but it does not tell you when to use ser and when to use estar . That’s where Senor Jordan comes in. Anyw

The awful German language

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Mark Twain has written about the horrors of learning German language in his famous essay of the same name, but I had not read it before enrolling for the class. The language is similar to Marathi or Hindi in that everything has a gender, masculine, feminine, neutral and plural, and there is absolutely no sense of logic to why things are the way they are. Now, the  Germans are great engineers, forever asking the question “why?” in all areas of science, but they clearly did not reflect on that when they were building their language. Why? Maybe  they thought “well,we have to focus on engineering anyway so why bother about language as long as we get the scientific terms right” If you are not one of the fortunate few who have German as their first language, your battle with the tongue continues forever on two fronts: first, the complicated rules of grammar, second, painfully long words that are equally difficult to pronounce. One of my personal favourites is “Brandschutzmassnahmen” mea

One day with nature

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Nature. For someone like me, who has been born and brought up in a city, the word means chaos, uncertainty, and a mixture of beauty and danger. What would I do if left in the midst of nature without any tech gadgets,you ask? Well, as seen on TV,  I would first find flint stones and make fire, and then look for food. Then, I would attempt to find and befriend a wolf pack and use it to take over the civilised world! But since that is difficult to do in just one day, let us look at other options. Assuming I have found a cave, made good fire, and got the food part sorted, what should I do next? Since there is plenty to eat and drink, my first task would be to take a rock and draw and write something on the walls of the cave so that anyone who comes there knows I was here. I would probably fill the wall with fantastic stories about I was a great leader of mankind so that when archaeologists stumble upon the cave many centuries later, they will think I was really great and the children

My family and its values

Patience is a priceless jewel, said the old Chinese philosopher Confucius. Well, when my family came into existence, they probably chose this jewel over the other…stones. This I say about my maternal family because I rarely had any contact with the paternal one. Two things have always dominated the fortunes of my family- that quality, as I said before, of patience, and politics. My mother had been married in Maharashtra and had come home to Goa for delivery. When I was born and my father came to seem me, the Goan people decided to agitate over whether Konkani or Marathi should be the state language of Goa and the state’s borders were sealed. So, my father never went back and decided to stay in Goa. I am not a man of numbers but my mom has around 25 brothers, cousins and all included and all of them are into business. Grocery stores, clothing stores, electrical appliances, modular kitchen showrooms, lathe machines, you name it and one of us will be selling it.   Almost all of m